therapist

Hello!  Yes, Persephone is really here, I just am hanging out with her, the warmer weather will be back after I spend some time with my best girl!  And I started with my therapist, you try explaining that you have a child by your brother and see how warm and fuzzy you feel after!

I went to see Staci on Wednesday, and the first meeting went, well, though I do get tired of slogging through all the stuff from the past.  But I can get tell it all with no tears, and I never thought I'd ever be there, so that is good.  I won't see her again until April, but she doesn't have a set time she can see me after my work hours, until May.  So then we will decide if I do once a week, twice a month etc...

I feel pretty good about seeing Staci, I have had to work through the emotions of really needing to see a therapist, that I can't work things out alone.  I prefer to isolate, and frankly stick my head in the sand, if I ignore it long enough it will go away, right?  Yeah, not so much, and I get that, and I am so very tired of life being like this, I am ready to live it differently, unless it is hard, then I may reconsider.

This past weekend, I got some art supplies, paints and some canvases, and coloring books.  One of the mandalas I colored I actually put in the window.  Pictures later when the hubby tells me how to add them!

Well, I actually feel pretty good so far, I have been meditating, journaling, and working on my overall gratitude.  I wasn't depressed at all during this cycle, and that was pretty darn fantastic!!!

Well, oodles to do.

Kisses and abundance!
Demeter