Well as you all know my dearest Persephone is coming back! I am so excited! It also means my allergies flair but who cares! LOVE my girl, I do I do, searched and searched for her you understand, and thanks again Hecate for the help!
So in starting my year of self-care, I have been journaling, and in doing so I realized what I really really need is a therapist. I have done this in the past, and it helped, sort of. I understand you get out of therapy what you put into it, and looking back I see I wanted to impress my therapist and I wanted her to think, "she really is fine and doesn't need to see me!", along the same mentality as doing your hair before going to the salon. So I don't think I really got as much out of it as I could have, had I really opened up. This time, I am ready, mostly I think. This counselor deals with issues my other one didn't, such as eating disorders and body dismorphia. And I really need to work on my food problems, I can't seem to get those worked out on my own. I have insights in regards to them, but get no further than that. I see her on Wednesday, so reports later in the week!!
I wish you all well this week!!
Kisses, and abundance!
Demeter
P.S. I will see Staci from The Rock Counseling Group
http://www.therockcounselinggroup.com/Our-Counselors.html
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